God is good. (PERIOD.)

So after my little vent session last night...i feel really lame. I mean one can't help the heart. This is so true. But whats even more true than that is that God is Good. So GOOD. I don't really know why i didn't truly understand it until right now. Or why at the most random of times he decides to let it pop right into my head. If i am living a life worthy of his calling and RUNNING towards him with all my heart, then why should i worry? Why should i be afraid? Why should i try and justify feelings? Why should i not let my heart be open to loving? Even if i don't get love back...i mean Jesus LOVED! He really did. He was the greatest example on earth of someone who just went out and loved whole heartedly...there were no boundaries in his book. He LOVED all..men and women. Sometimes it hard as humans to not let our physical needs and wants get in the way because God didn't want us to be alone..(That's why he gave Adam Eve.) But at the same time, I don't know if he wants us to go out actively seeking it. Be patient and Wait on the Lord. Serve Him, Love Him, Learn about Him. Everything else will just fall into place. I don't know why its so hard to grasp that sometimes. I don't know why we allow our feelings to justify whats going on in our brain..or vis versa. Its so funny. I find myself just laughing to myself as i sit here thinking..Wow. How easy it is so see clear. Thank you Father. I know my own thoughts don't even make sense but i know the only one true thing. God is Good. Beyond measure. God is LOVE!