Saturday, May 30, 2009

Not sure if it gets any more real than this...

Two weeks to go. Two weeks to go. OH HOW CRAZY! These last 4 years God has done some amazing stuff in my life! Taken me from a life of loneliness, sin and worldly desires to a life of love, hope and joy. COMPLETE JOY. I would have never thought that in just 6 months my heart and life could be completely transformed. In Romans 12 Paul says "Do not conform any longer to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is- his good, pleasing, and perfect will." When i take a step back and think about how this verse has played a part in my life i cant help but be sooo thankful. Thankful that i do not conform any longer to the patterns of this world. I AM TRANSFORMED! Oh what a feeling it is.

Never in my life have i found true community and fellowship until now. I almost didnt think it was possible until i started surrounding myself around the people that i call my best friends! It amazing me how God has used them in my life in so many different ways. Through hanging out with them, I am learning so much more about him and what it means to be CHASING after him. I never thought i would find friends who have allowed me to be myself. just me. no judgements. but i have and its amazing! Thank you Father! All the praise and glory be to you MY King!

I definitely don't know what the next year of my life looks like, or where ill be..heck i don't really even know what tomorrow looks like. I have an idea but its always changing. That's whats so amazing about life. It changes..we change. Change is sooo good. Especially when you find ones to change with. Although some change cannot be benefictical...when growth is involved you can go wrong. I feel like there are SOO many thoughts just jumbling up in my head right now. It is so crazy but i love it. I love life. I love JESUS! Thank you Father for allowing me to know and see that people are going to fail me...but that i can still love them just as you have and will always love me.

God is love.

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