that secret that we know..we dont know how to tell.

Oh man so i am just at a loss for words these past few days. I finally woke up and realized that might need to stop lying to myself about how i feel. Its weird to think that the more time you get to know someone the more you might fall for them. Okay so the feeling are my doings right. you can't help what your heart feels...but here is where You come in Father. How and what does it look like to just be content and let you run the course you want to run. I trust you completely. I am trying to be patient. I am trying to just understand what your reason is for the way actions speak louder than words. I am wondering where the line is at where you have said too much or acted too right? i just had to vent a little. I know that God is good. His will is perfect. I am learning more and more every day how to trust him. :) This world is a funny place we live in.