that you did.

oh life. what am i to do with you. I have a feeling that the Lord is just laughing at me right now. He sure has a funny way of showing me things.

"There's something to be heard in that which has already been said."

Well Father, thank you for bringing that to my attention. Its funny how God can show you all the right things at just the right time for him. I am not sure what that means. But It seems like when i have come to the Lord and asked for signs on certain situations, he has been so faithful to provide. Protecting my heart. Teaching me. Growing me. All for his sake. Teaching me patience. Believe me a WHOLE lot of it too. Funny, I don't remember asking for patience. But such is life. Right?

I am coming to realize that the Father really wants us to get down on our knees and beg. For His will, desire, plans. He wants us to come to us broken, thirsty. as we are. so beautiful that picture is. My eyes are constantly being opened. My desires are continually being fulfilled and my heart is being pursued. oh what a beautiful feeling.

God is love.

1 John 4:18 'There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.'