oh my gosh. so many freakin thoughts are going through my tired, confused mind right now. Sometimes i wonder how long i can try and be selfless. Its amazing to look at Jesus and know that he was tempted beyond belief but still rose above it all. All for the sake of love. loving me. How could anyone love me that much. Its so interesting because i know with my whole heart that another human being will never be able to love me like that. Although, I still desire to search for that. I long for that. I hope that I can find it. Is that even right to hope for it? I am beginning to wonder.
Why is it that when we search for something and possibly find it, then we choose to run from it instead of to it...or maybe we don't even know that we found it in the first place. Or maybe we just fear that it is too good to be true.
I wish i could really understand how the human heart and soul works. What drives us. What moves us.
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