Monday, July 19, 2010

I am my Beloved's and He is mine..

The amazing thing about that sentence is that..it doesnt change! EVER! This past week has been a challenging one here in Mexico City. But at the end of the day...still i will praise Him. I am learning what it means to live by my love for the Lord and the fact that He doesnt change and not by my emotions. Its funny because I have been able to look back at my life and realize that more times than none it was lead by my emotions, my desires to do or not do something instead of really asking the Lord what His position on the situation was and realizing that thats the decision I need to make. Its good to follow your heart...dont get me wrong..but you need to be continually checking your heart to make sure its in-line with the Lords.

Ah this beautiful thing we called life...

God has been showing me this picture lately. Its me. But I am a sunflower. It was the beginning of my DTS. There was me this little sunflower seed. Being planted into a pot and stuck in this warm greenhouse with lots of light, water and TLC. It was beautiful, but as time went on a began to grow...too big for the pot, too big for the green house. It was time to be potted out in the soul. It was time to flower. It was time to live, breathe, love....



God has taking me to the field where He has planted me, I am getting plenty of Son, I have been quite thirsty for water these days. As you know, flowers need both in order grow, be rooted deep and not wither...I am in that stage where I am looking for water, its hard to find but I take every little drop I can find. I know that its a "season" of my life..and I am a strong Sunflower. One that is here to glorify the Kingdom. Good thing I am deeply rooted. It truly is making the world of the difference....




This little sunflower got to experience the most amazing thing EVER the other day. God spoke to me and told me to go up to a girl in Coyoacan square. After talking to her and telling her about the amazing love of Jesus..she wanted Him to be her Savior....huhhhh whattttt. Just like that. No way. YESSSS! Praise the Lord was all I could keep thinking. Wow is this God so big. I didnt even do anything. I just told Her that Jesus Loved her and wanted a personal relationship with her. I love that the God that I serve is bigger than I could ever imagine.

At the end of the day. It is worth it. Every second of it.
god is good. sooo good.

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