I can't believe this is all coming to an end..or more so a beginning of the next step. Wow. is really all I can say! After knowing and tasting the love of God, I am positive I don't want anything else. These past two weeks, I have wanted to be home more than any other time before. I have been wrestling with the will of God over my life and really just trying to find out where I stand in the whole big grand scheme of things called LIFE. The very thing that God created us for, to be in RELATIONSHIP with Him. Its amazing how as I seek the face of God, He NEVER fails to show up...even in the times when I am not sure how it would happen. He does. He is amazing and has forever changed my life.
" I'm falling on my knees, offering all of me, Jesus your all this heart is living for."
I feel like this song just hit the spot tonight. It truly is my worship to Him. I am giving Him my all. My everything. I die to myself. For the sake of knowing Him more. Its radical. But my love is becoming more radical for Him. Even in the midst of my questions...and let me tell you..today I HAD A LOT!!! But He just delicately took me in His arms, and said "Trust me! Trust me! Trust me! I will go to the ends of the earth for you, will you go for me?" Yes Lord! I will. I choose to be in your will. Whatever that is. I choose to live my life for you. To follow your voice wherever you take me. To fight for you. To take a stand for you. Use me in Mexico City. In Coyoacan! I am excited for the work to be done and for the City to know your name. Father, I just ask for DEEPER revelation of your love. Your light. Your grace and mercy. Your glory and your miraculous ways.
I bare my heart for You to see. For You to hold, to take and to mold. You are my potter and I am your clay.
Some days you just need a little pick me up. A little reminder on to why you are here..Some days God just wants you to question your existence. Some days He just wants to say "Hey Trust Me! I got it under control." Some days He just wants to take you through hard situations so you will press more into Him. He is a jealous God. He is a marvelous God. He is a provider. lover. Lord. King of Kings. Glorious. Hope. Joy. My strength. My food. My worth.
HE IS EVERYTHING.
God is beyond good.
1 comment:
Josie! Love this! You are a precious gem--set in a engagement ring--when you shine you bring more value to those around you! Together God can use you for mighty things--He does not want you to do it alone...
Love you sister--praying for you and your team--love, amy
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