a voice.

"If you are confident by what God has called you to do, you will not be distracted by people trying to sway you the opposite way." This quote is very special to me at the moment. The last week has been a good variety of emotions. Many of which led me into tears. A lot of them. Support has been coming in, What a blessing this is, but it has been coming in slow. I am learning what it means to truth God to provide. Even when my back is against the wall. Even when people all around me are doubting him, Even when i find myself doubting him. I just come to him on my knees asking to be humbled by his love.

After a very hard day, I woke up with peace, I was journaling at IKE box like i normally do and God gave me such an amazing pictures, it was almost as if I was unaware of what I was writing until it was finished.

He revealed this to me..

"I am getting such an amazing picture of us, running, open field, the colors are so vibrant, though I cannot make out your face I am so captivated by your presence. Laughing and smiling, suddenly something ahead of us, we stop. You brought me to the cross. where your Son was hung. you let me grasp it ALL. You tell me " See Noel, I love you. I provided this for you. Don't doubt me. I love you. Trust me."

Only twice in my life have i really heard the Lord like that. It blows my mind. I am so in awe of the fact that I get to serve a LIVING God, one who is never ending, never beginning. all powerful and mighty.

As I focus on the next 5 weeks, I am excited and nervous all at the same time. I ask for your prayers, for strength, rest , peace and trust that the Lord will provide. Thank you.

God is good.