a content heart.

so its been a while. a little while. but good news. my heart finally feels content. more so than it ever has. This content heart has only come from seeking my first love. As I continue to seek, I find. As I find, I love, and as I love, I learn how to hope. What a beautiful picture it is. I feel like my purpose is being revealed to me daily. I know my worth. Wow! I know my worth. What a feeling that is. God is so good. Its amazing to think that ones heart can be broken, but when seeking the Lord whole heartedly, I can still find Joy. True Joy!! I have been really struggling with the fact that I don't have enough faith. I want faith to abound in me. What does it mean to have a childlike faith? I feel like I don't have enough faith in the Lord and I need to hear from Him more. But how to I hear from Him...ahhh so many questions and searching for answers. Reveal yourself to me Father....

God is good.