one day at a time.

I think that i came to a very big realization while i've been in New York and its been quite a roller coaster. I realized that God is in control. He really is. I can try as much as I want to make something happen or work or fail. But its all in his timing. I am really learning right now what that looks like. He gives us dreams and hopes and passions for a reason. I am learning what mine are. Looking back at a year ago. Wow its been an amazing year that has flown by. I have learned so much. Come so far. Taken steps back. But all in all, I know how to trust my Father. My Creator. My first Love. Its amazing how when you just take a few steps back to just breathe and watch the world around you, this can be come so clear. I think that this is going to be one of the hardest years of my life. One of the most rewarding. I desire to pursue my dreams. To pursue those whom i love. To find new people to love. To give. To help. To be. Hello world. here i come. No dwelling on the past. Only looking forward to the next day. I do not know what tomorrow will bring. I know where i have been and i am learning. Its a constant process. its called life. gotta love it.

Psalm 27:14 'Wait for the Lord, be STRONG & take HEART and wait for the Lord."

God is love.