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So i think i am starting to realize that i need to get it together. I have this very large desire growing within my heart and soul to be something. Something beautiful. Something great. Something worthy of this life. Of eternal life. I feel unsure of how to get to that position. I am unsure of whether or not i am good enough. loving enough. determined enough. I think my greatest fear, would be to get to the end of my life and realize that it was spent on things that didn't matter. I so strongly desire to hear at the end of my life. "Well done, my good and faithful servant." What does that look like for MY life? I know its completely different for everyone. I feel so called to love. I feel so called to serve. Financially i just feel so bogged down. So tired. Father give me motivation and determination. Give me a purpose..