I AM FREE.

today at lunch with my dad. I asked him simply why God makes us wait for things. Why does he want us to be patient. He replied with "So we trust. Trust Him more." I don't think you could have said it better dad. Daily, I lack in truly trusting the Lord. I am trying to get better at it, really i am but its freaking HARD. Sometimes so hard. I am so easily in my head and thoughts with the enemy taking over at time. Able to believe the lies that this world likes to feed me.

Also in this talk with my dad, did he tell me i was much like my mother. Not only was this a compliment but it was also a little scary. (as she walked out on my dad when i was little) But with that said, he said that I am always on the go..i don't like to settle. The more i thought about it the more i realized that it was true. I still dont know if this is good or bad. "I just wanna be FREE.." i told him.

His simple response..."Noel. You are FREE" It just settled in. I am FREE. i love it. free to move, love, hope, eat, shower, listen to the music i want, worship, pray..etc.

me and christa just decided we are gonna move..we dont know where yet. plans include: living in a closet with bunk beds, being HAPPY, loving life. LOVING JESUS...

Here i come world. I AM FREE....

God is love.