hmph.

sooo many thoughts just going through my head right now. i just dont even know how to put them all into paper. never have i been so inspired. so intrigued. so nervous. so excited. so unsure. so hopeful..hopeless. what the hell is going on. Where in the world did you come from and why did God put you in my life. I just don't even get it. I think if there was one question in the entire world that i would want answered it would be why does God put certain people in our lives at certain times. I am determined to find out why...I cannot not even remotely begin to see the bigger picture and it blows my mind. I am beginning to see that one anothers passion can rub off. I am soo inspired. oh my gosh. what the heck are butterflies anyways. Sensualist. stimulating. my mind is going crazy.

God is soo good.